i found pooh.

Finn Hudson is a Pooh! Now, if only I can find a real life Pooh-like person.

never ending story

No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it's not the same river and he's not the same man.

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But then it's possible for a man to unwittingly commit exactly the same mistake.

pooh and friends

It amazes me how the Winnie the Pooh series is filled with philosophical undertones. One would think the series is all about stupid stuffed animals who somehow always to get into trouble but then if you'd actually try to get past those silly things you'd discover a variety of philosophical schools of thought.

Sometimes when I want to puzzle over other people's behavior I tend to identify them with the characters of the series. And you know what whenever I try to do this weird exercise of mine I rarely find a Pooh.

I think Poohs make great company and it's a shame that they are so few. They are the people who are so easy to be with because of the simplicity of their minds, as opposed to Rabbits that tend to really get on my nerves. You see, I hate Rabbits. I can never be with Rabbits. They think they know everything about anything. Usually, they are the ones who cannot seem to shut up. They always have something to say but then what they say really doesn't matter most of the time. On the other hand, I can stand Piglets. I cannot be around them 24/7 but they can be good company most of the time. Not as good as Poohs but they will do if there's no Pooh around. I think Piglets are harmless creatures. They often know their limitations and they would never really try to push the envelope. I think if you want to be on the safe side of things you can always rely on a Piglet to find that side. Then you have the Eeyores. These are the nega creatures. But you know what I prefer being with them than being with a Rabbit. And they are really not that bad. Once you 've cheered them up from their current down state, they're good to go. But I think there is only a certain level of 'Eeyoreness' that each of us can tolerate. Anything beyond that may actually be bad for us. And then there's Tigger. This kind is special to me. You see, I have this tendency to be attracted to Tiggers. It's so fun watching them bounce around thinking that they can do everything. And I always find myself wishing that I'd be able to do that too. I often want to be with a Tigger but the problem is I can't really handle the continuous bouncing around. I think too much bouncing around is stupid and a waste of time.

So there. And what's the point of all of these? Nothing actually. I've just shown you a piece of the inner workings of my mind. =P
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I was free writing here. So excuse my english. And I just realized how therapeutic free writing can be.=) let's do this again sarita!=)

TO: MR. LV

BERKELEY

Dear Monsieur Louis Vuitton,

I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this designer bag especially for me. When I first saw this, I immediately thought "This is so me." Well, at least that's what I have convinced myself to think. But I would like to inform you that I would still not be able to get this from you in the next few months (hopefully, at most!). You see, I'm still trying to be somebody and I do not think that at this time I would be able to carry this bag around with the confidence and swagger that it deserves. I think that if I were to carry this bag right now, I would be like a little girl carrying my mother's purse. And that would be such a waste for such a work of art.

I want to get this bag from you when I think I already deserve it. And I think, considering your classic and exquisite taste, that you would have to completely agree with me on this. You can't let me carry this bag around right now. It would do no good for the both of us.

Again, thank you! You are such a thoughtful person for making this bag just for me! To think we haven't even met yet!

Mille bisous,

Sarita Gaga

overnight. over time.

Some things are simply not meant to happen overnight. tsk.

i'm officially a gleek.

what dreams may come.

I'm still dreaming about babies. I think the dream has been going on for over a month now. And every time I dream about it it's always the same. I always find myself taking care of someone else's baby.

Does this mean that a part of me is yearning for that kind of responsibility already?

One of my friends says that it's possible that I may be simply yearning for the feeling of taking care of someone. Another told me that babies signify a change. But whatever it meant I wish I could figure it out already. I mean sure babies are cute. But having them in your dreams almost all the time under the same circumstances freaks me out a little. I mean, is my head telling me it's time for me to have a baby??? Yikes. Sorry my brain, not possible any time soon.

But then this little stress is nothing compared to what's ahead of me... I don't think it could even qualify as a source of stress. But stressful or not, it freaks me out.. just a little. :P
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The message in recurring dreams may be so important and/or powerful that it refuses to go away. The frequent repetition of such dreams forces you to pay attention and confront the dream. It is desperately trying to tell you something.

walls are there for a purpose.

"A lot of people would talk about the horrors in other people's lives as if they were genuinely concerned to help them, but the truth was that they took pleasure in the suffering of others, because that made them believe that they were happy and their life had been generous with them.

She wasn't going to give this man an opportunity to take advantage of her state, in order to mask his own frustrations."

Veronika Decides to Die
by Paulo Coelho