confusion to confucius

She's been confused for the most part of her life. She has convinced herself that confusion can never be avoided what with the uncertainties that the world presents.

But then as life made fun of her, tossing her up and down she realizes that her main problem was she never really bothered looking closely. To be honest, she didn't really bother about so many things. She only cared for what she wanted and thought she needed. She's stubborn so she only saw the things that she wanted to see. She didn't really care if she gets hurt in the process of getting the things she wanted. For her it was all part of it.

BUT NOW, I guess, she got tired of all the confusion... of insisting on things that she never gotten hold of. I'd like to think she's wiser now and more gracious in accepting defeats. She now knows when to walk away and when to stick up for something. Confusion crosses her path every now and then, but she already knows how to go around it.

At this point in her life, she'd like to believe that she has figured out the things that she needs to figure out. As for the other things... she believes that the Guy up there is already taking care of it. =)

(Excuse me if I'm talking about myself using third persons. Sometimes it's easier to talk about myself when I think of myself as another person. :P )