dear future kids

"There is so much hate coming out of your mouth. You truly are your mother's daughter."

I was trying to be poetic when I said this to someone while we were talking about our parents and we ended up laughing so hard. (sigh)

Parents can get really crazy. Maybe the craziness comes with old age.

If that's the case, then I hope that my own kids would have enough humor in them to simply laugh it all off. I hope they'll have enough sense in them to realize that despite Mommy's insanity, I am still the same person who loves them dearly, even if sometimes they are already tempted to beat the wits out of me.

To my future kids, I'd like all of you to know that, at some point in my life I was just as sane as you. And at some point, I also thought that my Mom was as seriously crazy as you think I am now. Love you future kids! mwah.

overthinking

Will I be brave enough to give it a shot?
Or would some other time be the best option for me.
But then again, is there really such a thing as a perfect time for things?
A part of me believes in that.
But then half of me says, I refuse to be dictated by time.

So what now?

I guess, I'll just let time decide for me.
So much for refusing to be dictated by it...
Yabang kasi. =P

a middle child's nightmare

Mother: Sorsya, kakain na. (then she suddenly remembers that I went out the previous night) Paskong pasko alis ka ng alis ah.
Sorsya: 'Di naman sinabi na Christmas time magkulong sa bahay.
Mother: Ah hindi gusto ko, lagi kita nakikita.

______

THIS IS BAD. Since when did the middle child become the favorite? And when I say 'the favorite', I don't mean that as a good thing.

I was happy being the middle child. I was used to it. What did I ever do to deserve too much attention now? argh.

electric/eccentric

If I were to pick a song that would perfectly fit me, this would be it:


___________
P.S.
This serves as a WARNING that I am not what I seem to be.=P

the ugly truth

"It's funny...when you date someone, you're taking one long course on who that person is, and when you break up, all of that stuff is useless. It's the emotional equivalent of an English degree."

what sweet cheeks told to me tonight

"Check him out-- even if he's a Maybe; even if you know he's not really The One, but you feel he has a chance of being The One. Coz the right ones-- even those who have the remotest possibility of being The One-- they don't come by too often, if they ever do come at all."

_____
and again, the answer came from Ally Mcbeal! =) I love you Ally... and sweet cheeks! Glad you're back for the holidays! mwah!

distraction

Is drunk texting possible? ows? =P

another fiction

a tryst

She was left wondering what was going on inside his head. But then in the end she realized it doesn't matter, whatever it is he was thinking about, because she knew where they stand. She knew how it would turn out. She could have said a thing or two about the past. But then she saw no point. The past is where it is supposed to be. And they are both where they are supposed to be.